Thursday, May 12, 2016

88 Love Life Vol 2

Oh my...
I just read 20 pages of it...
And you know what?

I thought it was just me feeling so
Turned out Diana Rikasari feels it too

But, still....
Idk what to do...
How to solve it

Something just doesn't feel right

And it makes me feel even worse..

Being here...eww....the roller coaster inside me....

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Friday, April 22, 2016

Better than this

Boooommmmm! 24 YO!

I don't know.....

I supposed to do it better 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Howww howww howww😭😭😭😭😭😭

This confusion strickes again😭😭😭😭😭

Put me here again 😞😞😞😞😞😞

How long do I have 😞😞😞😞😞😞

Before it's too late?😞😞😞😞😞😞😞

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Monday, April 4, 2016

Alright, alright!

Hi there all!
It's April 2016 I can't believe it's true
Gosh I almost 24 😭😭😭

Ok, think that it's been quite a while since I last updated this blog, now that I think it's the perfect time to do it 😁😁😁

Well simply because I have time and willingness to do it πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Anyway if I look back to just almost a year ago, I remember that I've promised myself and you guys to post at least once in a week on each of my blog, am I right? πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

But, as you may know too, I failed to keep up with my own promise (how lame, I know, so sorry)😒😒😒

And I learned something through it..
Maybe I was just being too plainly ambisious, I mean it's good sometimes, but I must know there are things I can do everyday, there are things I can do once in a week, there are also things I can do once in a year, but the next challenge is not about doing it but how long will I able to keep on doing it?
Can I do the thing that I am able to do once in a week for 10 years? Even 20? Or the rest of my life?

I forgot to ask myself this thing at first..
Or maybe I shouldn't? And just keep on doing it?

As the time goes by, I realized, there are things I will always enjoy doing it everyday and maybe I'll keep on doing it forever!

Because of why?
Because I love it deep from the bottom of my heart, so it'll always be fun to do it, I even crave for more like every single day!

And on the other hand, I started to leave those I love less
Or am I?

Sometimes I started to think and talk to myself about things I love, and I end up believing that I love everything, thus makes me hard to choose

I don't know which one I love the most
It seems like everything goes well and in balance

And that's exactly what I am afraid of...

Because 10% for each 10 different things won't beat the 100% for 1 thing 😒😒😒😒😒

Now I don't have that 100%....
Maybe I don't even have that 10% 😭😭😭

I need to make up my mind and find what I can do best and mantain it to 100%

I guess that'll be my goal for errr...actually it's been a year since I started this .....
Still...nothing significant I could find....

But I won't give up, I'll do it again and again
Start over, no giving up

It's better to die searching than never tried to figure it out

But I don't know which one worth fighting for.......😒😒😒

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Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Time did fly

My Gosh, how long it was?
Mother of one of my students's telegram account tells that .... my student is already has a sister!

God, it feels like yesterday! for reaalll
I was there and there were only 2 of them, now 3! I'm afraid I've been wasting too much time by now 😰😰😰😰😰

Oh make me fear not....

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Monday, February 8, 2016

Sabrina the awesome woman

Oh,whoaaa yes I've read several posts of her, mannn she's just amazingly amazing 😍😍😍😍
She is really something!
she knows what she likes and she knows what to do towards it
well guys this may seem stupid but I guess I pretty am... πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…
so, she has no facebook nor even smartphone
well....okay, I'm not surprised...

Now what....
I mean... I wish I know what I really like 😞😞😞

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Friday, February 5, 2016

What the.....

You know what?
It went totally crazy
Super awful

So it started with...Lenmarc, the bazaar, the one with Elle and Jess something was not there, idk, but they said it's 5 to 7 this veryyyyy friggginnnn daaayyyy
But I was there and there was nothinggggg, only silence and emptyness you know...
And suddenly it rained cats and dogs, make it even worse😭😭😭😭😭😭
And I got no one to talk to
And no good food to eat

So I decided to watch The Boy
I thought it's gonna be thrilling, but it wasn't, it was not scaryyyy at alllllll no surprises nothinggggg at allllll

The only thing brighten my day was the random guy saying something nice about my rainbow umbrella
And that's it

Between sucksss, it didnt work, I hate ittttt

And what's even more irritating .... my partner fell asleep again, at time like thisss??? Seriouslyyyy like whyyyyyyy whyyyy whyyyyyy


I guess I'll spend the rest of this day crying
And thank you for reading this..
And yes this is stupid I know

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Thursday, February 4, 2016


So my presentation is done (I guess) hehehe, I hope it meets the requirement though 😁😁😁 if it doesn't then, no need to worry, I'll give it some touch ups 😚😚😚
Anywau I failed my JLPT, passing score 80, my score 79, eww that was close πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ alright, not sad, I can try again this December, my love said I should try the N4 and he will pay for the test fee πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜… well, better start studying 😹😹😹 and yes, I just downloaded an app called mesmerise or so, it's in my Sony, I'm currently using Mi hehehe
And I am so happy because we finally have a proper chat together, since it's been 15 months we haven't seen each other face to face, we did, via skype, but it was a very long time ago 😹😹😹😹
It's fine, I better just make it stay that way, coz it is what we both think best for us πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜† since all that we've been thru hehehehe

And another thing is that the new cellphone is going to his apartment so soon *phew he's finnaly got one*
Why am I so happy?
Because we then soon be using Between 😍😍😍😍 and Line for sure πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
I love telegram so much but....still, I love Line better πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
And I guess Between also has its own chat application😁😁😁

21 months left ....
Whoaaaa, cannot belive it's true 😦😦😦
God, I really hope that I can soon fly to Japan 😞😞😞😞 and maybe spend a couple of days in there will do....
But...idk whether it has to be done or not, so...might just better leave it to You πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™
If it's good for us then let it be, if it's not, then I know that you will soon tell us what is better 😚😚😚
Thank you for today
Thank you for letting me feel the happines and I somehow realized, sometimes it comes from little things we most probably neglected

Anyway, you guys reading Webtoon?
Try reading Friday Forbiden Tales, it's getting hilarious, I mean it supposed to be scary, but it wasn't πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ believe me!

Last but not least, tomorrow I'm going to a fashion illustration workshop, a La Salle one! Woot πŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ™Œ I'm so excited, can't waitttttt πŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ™Œ

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Thursday, January 21, 2016

The thoughts..

Sometimes you just don't know what are you really looking for, and you just do everything because you know life won't wait...
And you keep on wondering why...
And you keep on asking what am I supposed to do...

And you looking back and pretty amazed that you've made it this far
And you looking forward and you pretty doubt whether you will do it or not..
Coz it's a definitely a long way to go...
And you got scared of almost every possibility that might happen in the future

You know you don't trust anyone that much. .
And you realized that you don't trust yourself that much too...

Sometimes you know you need help, but you just don't know how to get it right ...

You feel hopeless a lot of times...
You feel sad a lof of times...

And life definitely goes on beyond all of that...

Then it's you...
And yourself...

Telling : don't be sraced
Just do it
You don't know how far you can go
Just do it
Do not think too much
You will know
You will...
So soon...

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Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Beuhhh 😨😨😨

Oke, ini jam 01, saya lagi makan omelette πŸ‘„πŸ³ πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Barusan saya pesen McD, emang gak pesen yg berar-berat karena niatnya,nyemil...
Jd cuman beli burger ama eskrim doang, dan entah ini keberapa kalinya, sampe2 mas-masnya ad yg hafal, dia bilang : oooiya, yg belakang apotik itu yaaa, yg kemaren ada banyak jemurannya rumahnya πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
Yoii masss, bener beudddd, kan kita buka laundry 😝😝😝😝

Tapi...kali ini...sepertinya yg ngeshift bukan mas itu πŸ˜–πŸ˜–πŸ˜–

Untung akhirnya nyampeeeee πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Tapi berhubung masi laper, saya makan lagi ..
Alhasil, yg niatnya bubuk jam 12an, ehhh malah sampe jam sgini kedepan kayaknya masih goingg stronggg 😫😫😫

Yasudah, tadi saya akhirnya baca buku Hiccup yg ke 6 and sambil dengerin untitled 3 a.k.a. Samskeyti dari album ( ) nya Sigur RΓ³s 😍😍😍 my favorite everrrrr 😳😳😳 *puter repeat foreverπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚*

Hehehe, oya, saya habis ini mau ngeblog di wibiyanatravels, karena jadwalnya harusnya kemaren πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ dan iya, di ig atau path saya blm ad makanan baru, sabaarr, saya masuk siang, jd blm bisa main2, besok saya tak update lagi, kayaknya yg kmrn lg rame tapi blm cobain adalah egg benedict ya, okelah, besok tak cobanya pas masuk pagi hehehe

Dan saya mau sedikit cerita ttg kerjaan, buat reminder to myself jugaaa, bahwasanya tadi ada sedikit kejadian terputusnya komunikasi sistem, beuhh, dan langkah pertama sebagai dispatcher adalah lock all bay di gantry, supaya loadingnya gak lanjut, karena semua pre set balik 8000, dan di bill of lading gak ke record untuk sisi loaded qty nya, tapi alhmdllh dari sisi metering masing terekam jelas pada totalizer 😰😰😰
jadi ya kita liatin dulu awal transaksi tepat sebelum MT itu dan yang akhir atau close ambientnya yaitu yg terekam di SCADA hehehe.... at lastt.... akhirnya ....sejam kemudian, semua lancar jaya, dari sisi teknisi juga langsung cekatan, karena juga pas itu ada lengkap SS SM hehehe 😁😁😁

Wah wahhh semoga kejadian sebagai berikut tidak banyak terjadi kedepannyaπŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Anddd by the way, aku juga lagi baca bukunya Mark Twain, judulnya Mysterious Stranger, beuhhh uda dobel intriguing gak tuh ? Ud stranger, mysterious lagi 😁😁😁😁😁
Dan nanti kalau ud kelar, bakalan aku taroh reviewnya di, so stay tuned yahh dannnn yg paling pentg dari semua, iyaa...aku tau ini blog tampilannya menyedihkan, wait ya...nanti aku ganti deh templatenya πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Dannnn yg akan saya lakukan,esok adalah....belajar futurelearnπŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ™Œ
Dan maybe ngerjakan groupingπŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

Last but not least γŠγŸγ‚“γ—γ‚‡γ†γ³γŠγ‚γ§γ¨γ† buat Pak Edy boss besar saya, semoga makin jaya kiprahnya, makin mendunia dan menginspirasi kawula mudaπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ

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Tuesday, January 12, 2016


Iyaaa, sudah selesaii untuk jadwal bloggingnyaaa 🎠🎠🎠
Jadi, Minggu update yang blogdetik, trus senin update yg wordpress, rabu update wibiyanatravels dan jumat update deviantart 😳😳😳

Aminn, and kita lihat progress 3 bulan ke depan dengan jadwal iniii 😍😍😍

Lalu setelah itu mulai kerjakan SSP secara bertahap dan baca itu web yg dishare lagiii, besok minggu bakalan aku bahas pokoknya di blogdetik, ini beneran bagusss bgttttπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ bikin semangat hehehehe

Mulai dari yg paling dekat dan paling keciill 😁😁😁😁


Oya, saya mau bobok dlu dan sebelumnya, mau gosok gigi πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜† ciaooo πŸ™‹πŸ™‹πŸ™‹

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